Annie and Adam Fielding’s dreams of home and family on the Montana frontier shatter when malevolent post-partum depression plagues Annie’s pregnancies. As their happiness and livelihood unravel, the only path ahead leads to injustice and unthinkable loss. Based on a true story, this eloquent tale of heartbreak and redemption will resonate powerfully with women today.

For fans of Paulette Jiles and Marisa de los Santos

Winner of the Sarton Women’s Book Award and the Western Writers of America Spur Award

Annie Rushton leaves behind an unsettling past to join her brother on his Montana homestead and make a determined fresh start. There, sparks fly when she tangles with Adam Fielding, a visionary businessman-farmer determined to make his own way and answer to no one. Neither is looking for a partner, but they give in to their undeniable chemistry.

Annie and Adam’s marriage brims with astounding success and unanticipated passion, but their dream of having a child eludes them as a mysterious illness of mind and body plagues Annie’s pregnancies. Amidst deepening economic adversity, natural disaster, and the onset of world war, their personal struggles collide with the societal mores of the day. Annie’s shattering periods of black depression and violent outbursts exact a terrible price. The life the Fieldings have forged begins to unravel, and the only path ahead leads to unthinkable loss.

Based on true events, this sweeping novel weaves a century-old story, timeless in its telling of love, heartbreak, healing, and redemption embodied in one woman’s tenacious quest for control over her own destiny in the face of devastating misfortune and social injustice.